To Birthday Girl & bloggie

I'm gonna make this short ,
First of all I'm here congratulating myself that my blog had sustain for 3 years !
And of course to wish my FERN FERN happy birthday !!!!

Say what !?

Apparently I got hooked by K-Pop , credits to one of my friends.

I know I'm a little too late for this. Who cares.

The first time I listen to Korean music was during TVXQ's debut.

Addicted to "The Rising Sun" , after awhile I'm not interested to any Korean music , then , I found Taeyang's "Wedding Dress" on youtube. There's when I get back onto K-Pop but I don't get all the groups' name.

Few days ago , friend of mine went for the Korea Music Festival held in Stadium Merdeka.

And came back will all the "Blah blah blah , and wah wah wah".

Since then , I get to know BigBang , SNSD , SuperJunior , 4minute & etc.

These few days , I kept playing GD & T.O.P's song. Just can't stop. Although I don't get the lyrics , I just like it.

Why I like BigBang so much ? Firstly , Wardrobe.

They are well-dressed with branded goods. Don't judge me , who doesn't like nice stuffs ?

From Christian Louboutin , John Galliano , Maison Martin Margiela , Alexander McQueen to Goyard and lots more.

I just got starstruck'd by them

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T.O.P wearing Christian Louboutin.

Second , Look

Well , T.O.P is one of the good looking artist in K-Pop industry , found out that he's Toy Collector , he has Kaw Dissected , Chanel Be@rbrick which appeared in his music video.

A 4ft Kaws Dissected in "KnockOut" MV

I like SNSD as well , as I ♥ Kim Taeyeon , Jessica Jung , Tiffany Hwang & Choi Sooyoung.

They started the trend by wear super-short shorts.

And get everyone fancy over their legs !

I'm one of them !

I'm not perv like what you think right now !

As a courtesy , I'm going to post their pic here !

P.S: Thanks for reading

Dahon Speed P8

Lately , I got myself a bike , a Dahon Speed P8.

due to difference of price , I brought it back all the way from Taiwan.

This is how it looks like : Before & After

Specification for Speed P8 :

Frame: 4130 Cromoly frame with Sonus (triangulated cross section) down tube, integrated head tube and forged frame hinge. Height adjustable Radius Telescoping stem with revised latching system

Drivetrain: Sram X7 rear derailleur, Sram 3.0 index grip shifter, 11-32T 8 speed cassette, Sugino crank 52T ring with resin ring guard. Chain catch clip to prevent chain jump to the inside.

Brakes: Kinetix V brakes and Avid V levers

Wheels: Kinetix Comp double walled rims in black. 20H front radial lacing, 28H rear, radial non drive side, 2x drive side. Schwalbe Big Apple 20 x 2.0 tires Kevlar belted 65psi.

Others: Wider BioLogic saddle with Biologic seatpost with built in air pump. Ritchey handlebar. Resin folding pedal. Kickstand. Magnetic frame clip system.

After 2 weeks of riding ,

I found out the seat is not comfortable for me , planning to upgrade it to Selle Royal , an Italian manufacturer of bicycle saddle.

Speed P8 is good for short , medium distance travel , not advisable for long distance.

Got this P8 because it's considerably faster bike in Dahon's lineup , I got no trouble with it so far.

Shifting gear via a grip shift on the right handle,

turning forward for lower gears and back for higher gears.

For a moment

Think of having a spontaneous trip to the nearest country ,

Some said Bangkok , some said Phuket , and also Singapore.

Sing jia po sing jia po ,

Gave me a lot of thoughts ,

To go or not to go , the choice is mine , but I couldn't make a decision.

For the age of 20 , maybe you think that I'm still young , I denied.

Too many things that I concerned about ,

My dream , my family , my friends , and the one I loved.

Knew it will be a tough decision for me again , clearing 2 years of bond ,

It's bout time for me to flee from the trap.

I'm gonna leave my sober here , buried it nine feets under.

Splash me with holy water , free my soul.

Follow the flow , take a risk , and loop over !

Mama-mia ~

F.R.I.E.N.D

What a FRIEND to you ?

Friend with benefits ?

Friend with hot chick ?

Friend with $$ ?

What are they ?

FRIEND's acronym delivers everything.

Few

Relation

In

Earth

Never

Die

To me , Friends mean everything.

They conquer my life ,

They hold me on when I'm in a deep shit ,

They scold me when I did something wrong.

And they taught me what's life.

Too many things to talk about.

Sometimes , I maybe too bias.

I treat my friends better than my soul-mate.

Somehow , I managed to tell her what's her to me , and what FRIENDS to me.

Recently , I became so emotional , not because of job matters but FRIENDS again.

All of my bunch of friends are leaving one after another ,

Too little time for me to talk to them , how much they meant to me.

I tried to hold back my tear when I bid farewell , I failed.

I know , they will come back someday , someday.

Life's goes on , it's bout time to step out for brighter future.

Everyone is looking forward to pursue their dreams.

And now , I wanna talk about you , Benny Teo.

A friend that I can put my faith on ,

A friend that I can sacrifice everything ,

A friend that I will lend you my shoulder when you're down.

My life without you , I guess I'm nobody now.

Just some words to you , BENNY.

No matter what happened to you there , just bear with it.

Stand for your own right as they do.

I know you will feel sad , leaving to US ,

We will be with you , Always.

Stay strong BROTHER !

Gotta miss you lots !

THANK YOU FOR ACCOMPANYING ME THROUGHOUT SO MANY YEARS.

SEE YOU NEXT YEAR !

TAKE CARE !

From:

Danny

Soul

Since the day onwards , it instills in your heart , no matter how hard I tried , I can't rub it off from your mind. It's been few months from then.

I know it's hard for you to recover from the wound that I made.

Time goes by , you tried not to think about it , I know you had force yourself to accept me.

But , you just can't help it anymore.

Not because you're afraid , is because you just don't want to have it anymore !

Maybe , our fate have comes to an end ?

I wish it won't end , like another 20years or 30years ?

I did mistakes , not once. I know.

Thank God , you never left me , but things getting complicated.

The faith that you had on me , the bonding of us , getting far apart.

This is what you trying to bring up and talk to me.

I refused , I've been so ego after that.

No one can help me anymore , just me myself.

And now , I hope that the worst thing will never happened , yet.

I know you're not going to give up easily , and so do I.

This phrase came across my mind ,

"You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why. "

Good Morning

It's 7am...waking up in the morning ,

It's Friday , friday !

Everybody’s lookin’ forward to the weekend, weekend.

(No way)

I'm not going to repeat what Rebecca Black did.

It's the third day I lock myself in the room.

With no transportation and money constraint ,

skipping meals , is a good way for diet though !

Noone is going to help me after all , I gotta help myself.

Looking for rooms , gotta move out in another 2 weeks.

I lived like a nomad , move here and there.

Just like my job nature , today I'm here in Beijing , the next day , I could be in Taipei.

To have this kind of job , it's not that easy , first thing , you gotta have tolerance.

In this world , there's a lot of hypocrites , making your life worse.

Without them , I think I couldn't be standing here as a winner !

橡皮擦

不管今天，明天、還是後天，

你我都有好多、好多的事要忙。

現在我腦海裏浮現出你稚氣的模樣，

哭著，鬧著，

時間就好像停止在這一刻。

噠、噠、噠，

不知過了多久，我才從白日夢覺醒，

什麽？已經5點了，看著剛買的手表楞了一陣子。

趕快收拾辦公桌上的文件，然後就匆匆忙忙地往捷運站方向跑去。

希望能趕在你登機之前，給你送上我早已為你準備好的信物。

雖然我行動有點笨拙，但你從沒嫌棄我，

在你口中說出的每一句話，都深深地烙印在我內心深處，永遠地鎖在我心裏。

但現在已不可能了，你說，洋洋你得長大啦！我不能再和你一起啦！

這到底是為了什麽？

我知道你做的每一個決定我永遠都不能把你屈服，你心已絕了嗎？

捷運裏人潮擁擠，擠得我快窒息了！

啊！我的信物呢？

我看到啦！那藍色緞帶綁著的小盒。

我彎下腰正想撿起時，捷運門打開了，人來人往，我心急了！

我花了很久很久的為你編制的草戒，

我不富裕，但我是用心地學，

一次一次地失敗，可是我不服輸，弄得手指也起繭了，

就是要親手給你送上。

“不好意思，請問這是你的嗎？”，一把甜美、清澈明亮的聲音。

我轉過身，看到那藍色小盒，開心極了。

“這對你很重要吧？”我只是點了點頭，然後把它握在我手心，不想再把它給弄丟了。

我正想擡頭看看那女生時，她已離開了，只留下她那淡淡的茉莉花香的香水味。

隱約地可看到她的身影，是天使嗎？

7點了，到啦、到啦！

門一開，就往出境廳奔去。

四處張望，尋覓你的蹤影，

就在不遠處，我看見了你，你穿著你最愛的碎花裙，好漂亮、好漂亮。

我一步一步地向你走去。

我不想望著你，我知道我會忍不住眼淚，

我把它交給了你，不回頭、不出聲，

走了！

我一個人躲在柱子後面，我哭了，我崩潰了，

我從來沒想過我會那麽脆弱。

我對我自己說，你永遠都會是我最深愛的女人，沒有人會取代你在我心裏的位置。

那草戒的未來，就又你來決定了。

人生就是那麽殘酷，在你還來不及反應過來時，就沒了。

就算你手裏握著橡皮擦，你還是擦不掉她在你生命留下的痕跡。

最終話

結束了，一切都結束了。

我已沒有那個耐心和心情在鬧了！

生活還是會燦爛的。

雖然，殘留著一些不快樂。

一絲絲的甜蜜，記載著你我的存在。

你要離開，我知道很簡單，

你說依賴是我們的阻礙；

問題是什麽已不重要了，行動以解答了。

不會有人取代你，你也就是你。

記得那時候，你和我，就是那麽簡單，

沒有煩惱，沒有憂愁。

愛真的沒那麽簡單，先者來的火熱，後者卻收拾殘局。

未來還是未來，沒有會知道，下一步是什麽，

可能明天就是末日了。

輕輕的嘆息聲，內心地顫抖，魂魄被抽離，

是誰把你淩虐了那麽久，是我、是我！

恨，也是應該的，

沒有恨，哪來的愛？

一見鐘情，是誰放的電，是誰被電？

有誰能回答我？

月老，是你綁錯了線後，再結線嗎？

我們都在改變，變得更好，變得更美，

如你所願，

從一開始的不安，接著的爭執，到最後的離開。

這是輪回嗎？

倒帶，看看我們有過的點點滴滴，

心動，激動，

但，又能怎樣？

人心叵測

都市的喧嘩，掩蓋不了事實。

眼看，他，橫行霸道，

卻阻止不了。

我們不說話，在人來人往的街上，聆聽那自私、野蠻地車笛聲。

有多少人會勇敢地站出來，吶喊道：你們給我閉嘴！

這時候，你瞧瞧你身邊的每一個人，都往後退了一步。

是膽怯嗎？還是多一事，不如少一事？

明知道，事實的真相，卻不出一聲。

這不就是自私嗎？

明知道，前無進路，後無退路，為什麽還是要鉆牛角尖。

這不就是野蠻嗎？

太多、太多的誘惑，使人好高騖遠，

太多、太多的挫折，使人膽戰心驚。

M字形的社會裏，爭得你死我活，

回到家，卸下已遍體鱗傷的盔甲，

放下承重的心情，接受明天的到來。

殊不知，家裏的母老虎一見他那慵懶的樣子，

一點體恤也沒有，一開口就是，錢錢錢。

壓力又開始把他給壓了下去，這回什麽都沒了。

明天一早，翻開報紙，又是一宗承受不住生活壓力而自殺身亡的case。

感嘆、感嘆...

——

子曰:“君子無所爭。必也射乎!揖讓而升,下而飲。其爭也君子。”

人生如戲

轉眼間，我，廿歲了。

我也該脫離我一字輩的生活了。

好快、好快，再過不久我想我會寫著我新婚的生活了吧！

童鞋們，黃某今天想SHARE些東西。

我和你們並沒有什麽兩樣，慶幸的我們，身上完美無缺，真的很感謝老天爺對我們的款待。

這些年來，我真的學了很多書本上學不到的人生經驗，獲益不淺。

正上著社會大學的我，什麽都由零開始。

和別人不一樣的我，我有個自小就培養我自力更生的老爸，

是因為他小時候就出來工作填補家用有關嗎、還是不疼我？

還記得小時候，我在超市看到一個我很想要的玩具，就吵著要買，爸一出聲說不，我就發我的小孩脾氣，哭哭啼啼地，賴在地上不走，過後我爸很生氣地把我帶回家去。這下子，有好戲看了。

以前小孩子不聽話，通常爸爸都會怎樣啊？我想你們心裏有數吧！

接下來，就是挨藤鞭嘛！

小時候的我真的很叛逆，我媽也為了保護我挨了不少，她不應該挨的痛。

不提這些了，再說下去真的講不完呀！

今天想跟大家分享的並不是以上那些;

自立，誰懂得什麽是自立，

字面上說不依賴別人，靠自己的勞動而生活。

又有多少人能做到呢？

我也不能完全說我是自立的，難免我也靠一些外圍的力量來完成某些事。

其實，有些時候遇上了問題，第一時間就逃避，永遠都不會去試一試，這一來，你永遠都不會進步。

生活上難免會遇到瓶頸，不去克服，它還是會在那。

今天沒遇上，不代表你永遠都不會遇上，一直那麽順利。

為什麽一開始我就說我的“小故事”給大家聽，是想借由我爸那不寵孩子的教育方式來對比。

我不是因為沒得寵，才寫下這文章。

我會學習自立是因為我從小就不會說，想要什麽就有什麽。

想要的東西，要自己爭取！

現今的我，有那麽多雙鞋就是因為以前我要買，爸就是不會買給我。過後，自己開始存錢自己買，到現在我買什麽都不會問我爸，自己偷偷在買。聽好囉！是偷偷，到現在還是會怕給爸爸知道我買鞋。

如果說從小被寵壞，要什麽有什麽的我，我想我今天還是會依賴著我爸。

怎麽說著說著，就說到哪~

以上的都不是重點。

我想說的是：

現在的我，還是不停地學習，不會就問啊！有什麽好怕的！

有時候，難免人家會給你臉色看，可是你如果虛心向學，人家還是會教的。

不一定要依靠他人去完成你自己範圍內可以辦到的事，是真的不會，還是根本不想學習自立去做呢？我不下定論！

一次、兩次，難免還會接受你不會的事實，如果是屢次的話，我可以說，十成有九成，人家會開始討厭這行為。

我們都有自己的份內事，為什麽就是不會學著去面對呢？

我遇過的乘客真的不少，好的，壞的，爛的，都有。

可是，如果你是用心去對待，是人都會以禮相待。

今天就說到這，改天再寫些不一樣的！

*以上發言只代表其個人觀點，不代表本臺的觀點或立場 ；以上的你也不指任何一位你！謝謝觀賞！

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