Jingle jingle on the way !

I can feel the Santa is coming to town ~
So happening everywhere.

Finally , I got my present ready.
Instead of 1 present ,
I going for two.
Hahaha.


Having good food since Monday ,
Monday was Nando's , Tuesday was Mdm Kwan ,
And just now T.G.I Friday.
Omg !
I can't keep on spending like nobody matter lah.
I gonna find a Piggy to keep all my money already.

She's coming back tomorrow.
Wuhoo.
And I going back to Penang tomorrow.
Friday friday friday !
Jingle bell jingle bell !
I can't wait !

Guys , prepare some artificial snow yeah.
Spray it all over the Penang Island or the whole Malaysia !
Make it snow make it snow !

Tomorrow , present exchange !!!!
Who got my name !?
Raise up your hand !
See you tomorrow

=)

It's Coming

22th Dec ,
I just bought a present for present exchange with my colleague on 24th Dec.
Although my present not really expensive.

Christmas is coming to town , Everyone !
CHRISTMAS CAROL is all over the town !~

And , she's going to MACAU tomorrow.
Gamble ha !
=)

Jeee ,
Can I have someone to help me get a pair of LACOSTE !
I wanna do a lot of shopping but I got no money !
Too many things to buy ,
I got only a few penny with me.
=(

Teehee =)

Finally , I made a move.
I called her just now.
She picked up.
So glad to hear her voice.
But the charges is so high.
MYR2.50 per minute.
Damn.
MYR2.oo per message.
Wow ~

Too bad , we didn't talk much.
She couldn't manage to do her shopping cause there's nothing for her to buy.
Weird right ?
I'm happy enough to hear her voice , is not too long , but it's enough for me.

3more days to go ~

Silence.

Damn.
My phone is dead !
No messages no calls.
I still have to stand for 4days !
Boring boring boring.

I'm officially sick.
And cough like hell.

All I want for Christmas is. . .

YOU YOU YOU !

20th Dec

It's 0100 right now.
3hours later , she's going to leave PEN , and headed to HKG.
It's good for her that she can finally get to relax and shopping.
Shopping is one of her interest.
=)

And me ,
I gonna suffer 4days without her text messages and calls.
Alright.
This is not the first time , I know.
But , still ,
I can't get used to it la , actually.
Yeah , I'll get souvenir from her , (=

You know I miss you then )=
A little feminine side of me ?
It's true , I need her though.

Hypocrite.

I would say in this world ,
There's a lot of "Dramatic" person.
They like to make a lot of drama in front of people.
And make things complicated.
But however ,
HYPOCRITE I would say.
If I offended you , I'm sorry.

Don't ask for sympathy ,
If you're trying to make things worse.
Whatever you did now ,
will reflect to your personality and attitude.
I didn't have the right to judge you ,
but Justice will judge you !


Get lost !

Announcement !

Jeee ~
Announcement !!
I damn worry bout it lah.
Firstly , I worry bout my pronunciation , then my clarity of speech.
Ahhh ~
Stress.
Have to leave now.
Practice makes perfect !

Proud to be Group 19/09

This is the fourth week since I started my training in MAA ( Malaysia Airlines Academy)
I met a lot of great guys.
For the first day , I'm in low-esteem mode.
Day by day , course by course ,
I started to gain some confidence.
But there's so much more for me to learn and improve.
Like wise , my communication skill class which I'm having now ,
taught me that how to start a conversation with stranger.
And I will try to apply on my daily life and my social communication.
For the past few weeks ,
I undergone Induction & Discipline , Company Rules & Regulations , Grooming & Deportment and I.M.P.A.C.T.
There's more to go.
So ,
GUYS , I will keep my blog fresh as possible as I could manage the time to update you all !

See you ~

Happy Birthday & Happy 2nd Anniversary

Happy Birthday to my BROTHER FERN !
Finally , you're 18 !


Happy 2nd Anniversary to my blog !
I think my BROTHER FERN inspired me to create a blog 2years back.
Mwahaha.

Goodbye !

I withdrawn from Form6 today.
And what's my next plan ?
I'm going for Air Steward.
The week before I came back from KL after I done my final interview,
I was worried about the result and will I get the notification from them.

And now , I made it !
I got an offer from them.
It's a good news , yet there are many problems I have to overcome.
Accommodation , Transport , Expenses ,
I'm going to bare all by myself after I work.
I'm gonna turn into an adult , no longer a teenager who waiting for his allowance from daddy mommy anymore.
It's a turning point for me.
Wish me luck then.

Who doesn't look for a better life in future ?
So am I.
After Air Steward , My next aim will be PILOT !
That's my dream.
Let's move it !

K歌金曲

上星日，上Red Box都點了比較傷心的歌，其中有幾首歌符合我那天的心情。

吴克群 - 我有罪 我知道我有罪 讲的罪 我太自以为 我知道我有错 讲的错 贪新又厌旧 说话大声是我 就是我 错却不好说拈花惹草是我 又是我 罪让你承受 就罚我唱情歌 说话别大声 我错我承认 就罚我唱情歌 越唱越大声 我爱我承认 唱到我声嘶力竭 那又如何 你值得更好的男人 我知道我有罪 讲的罪 只出一张嘴 我知道我有错 讲的错 坏朋友太多 让你伤心是我 就是我 错却不好说痞子无赖是我 又是我 罪让你承受 就罚我唱情歌 说话别大声 我错我承认 就罚我唱情歌 越唱越大声 我爱我承认 唱到我声嘶力竭 那又如何 你值得更好的男人 让我这罪人 嚷到心灰意冷 痛苦已喊不出声 你背已转身 我看到你伤痕 才知道我错我有多么残忍 就罚我唱情歌 说话别大声 我错我承认 就罚我唱情歌 越唱越大声 我爱我承认 唱到我声嘶力竭 那又如何 你值得更好的男人 就罚我唱情歌 再也别大声 我错我承认 就罚我唱情歌 全世界施舍 我爱我承认 唱到你心灰意沉 听我的歌 这次我比谁都认真 就罚我唱情歌... 爱情悬崖 - 周杰伦 妳说我像一个小孩 总爱让妳猜 我说妳才像个小孩 总要我说才明白 有些事太快 失去了等待 让爱 没了期待 我们的爱 怎么才自然 每次沟通不来 就要离开 就说不要爱 我掉进爱情悬崖 跌太深爬不出来 下降的速度太快 来不及踏上未来 妳的爱反复徘徊 打乱我呼吸节拍该怎么逃开 我控制不来 我掉进爱情悬崖 回想起妳的可爱 傻傻的还在等待 以为妳还会回来 妳的脸慢慢离开 时间快将我掩埋 消失的太快 我负荷不来 搞笑 - 罗志祥 那一条牙膏 在对我傻笑 嘲笑我永远用不掉 想睡就睡 想闹就闹 好快乐少了人唠叨 蓝色的碗盘 多买了一套 我忘了没人陪我通宵 要多少替代的丑角 无辜的陪笑 才会让我能真的忘了你的好 我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳 边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好 当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了 还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎么熬 这么多年 早就喜欢 有你的撒娇 我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道 你好不好 我们的小狗 食量变好小 眼神里常常显得无聊 他习惯睡觉的床位 少了一双脚 所以他常常看着门口睡不着 我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳 边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好 当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了 我在搞笑 却在最后 眼泪拼命掉 你的离开 失去多少 我计算不了 忙完了一天 突然觉得又何必辛劳 对谁炫耀 还在搞笑 是否拥有 麻痹的疗效 唱一夜歌 却避不开 催泪的曲调 我彻夜胡闹 希望听到有人会提到 你好不好 妥协 - 蔡依林 你总爱编织谎言 我负责配合表演 所有改变 只为了进入你的世界 这情节 重复了一百遍 才发现 是你的心太远 你划定楚河汉界 我不能轻易犯规 所有时间 都是先给了你优先权 不自觉 爱到不敢冒险 成了你的傀儡一年两年 才看见我有多狼狈 爱到妥协 到头来还是误解 抱着你 不让你飞 历史不断重演 我好累 爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现 你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界 你只是害怕一个人睡 我不想再为你掉泪 我了解 不会再仍在徘徊 开始自己的明天 爱到妥协 到头来还是误解 抱着你 不让你飞 历史不断重演 我好累 爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现 你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界 這幾首是我聽了、唱了，深感其中的。 至少是我療傷的好方法。

痛心…

忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你
真的很简单
爱你,
不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你,
每个眼神触动我的心.
等待,
我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱.
因为你让我看见FOREVER
才了解自己 ,
未来这些日子
要好好珍惜.


我猜 ,
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
难过 是因为闷了很久
是因为想了太多
是心理起了作用
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么,让我诚实一点
诚实,难免有不能控制的宣泄
幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量


你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走去跟随
当作我最后才明白
想通 却又再考倒我
说散 你想很久了吧 ?
败给你的黑色幽默


我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能收手
但你说
I only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so I
我不能只是be your friend
I just can't be your friend
我不能做你的朋友
不能只是做普通朋友


怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿孤不孤独 都别在乎
请你一定要比我幸福 才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦 爱不用抱歉来弭补

《黑色幽默》《彩虹》《Forever Love》《普通朋友》《Kiss Goodbye》《爱,很简单》《说好的幸福呢》《祝我生日快乐》《比我幸福》

愛凋謝了.

愛，
原本是兩人的事，
怎麼搞得好像超級市場一樣 ？
妳要懂得，
愛情是不能轉讓的。
沒有誰可以取代誰 ；
愛本來就是自私的。

一開始的約定 ，
已無法實踐了…
犧牲愛情 ，很偉大嗎 ？
這是愚蠢的行動…
妳說，他比我好、他比我好 ，
那麼就可以這樣放棄我了嗎 ？
又是誰說 ，我們是不可能的 ？
世上不可能的事挺多 ，
可是 ，
不可能的事經常在我們周圍發生著。
說走就走，說放就放 ，
妳的責任心去了哪裡 ？
怎麼妳如此膽怯 ，
就不能勇敢地愛一場嗎 ？
談一場轟轟烈烈的愛情丫 ！

妳到底在想什麼 ？

如果我变成回忆..

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸空隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记

Photo Session

St.Anne



Pathway



Road To Heaven



Step By Step

Back

Pickups.

I did alot of pickups.
But I lazy to post it up.
Not to show off or what so ever.
I will post some pics of them , my pretty kicks and bags.
Haha.
Bought them long time ago and didn't post it up.

Lalala ~

I don't know what's the purpose for me to go to school.
Wake up early in the morning ,
Wash-up , Have my Breakfast then rush to school.
Traffic jam all the way to school.
Everyday do the same things !
Boring !
Sleep , wake , tuition , sleep , then the time has passed.

And today ,
Those prefects came into our class for what ?
Spot check.
They should know that spot check ain't anything lah.
Allah.
Time wasting and couldn't manage to COPE any Handphones or Illegal Stuffs !
At last , I done my part - Cooperate with Prefects.
Instead of Shouting at them , and do those foolish stuffs.
Should I say I had grown up ?
Hurray !








=|
Danny.

Which !

LOVER , Family , and Friends !
These three things will be the most important stuff in my life !
Without them ,
I think I'm just a piece of shit.
Sometimes I really think that I really too troublesome ,
Maybe I'm too sensitive.
At last , People ignore me , People hate me , People abandon me !
I just got no confidence on myself.
I don't know why I was worrying bout how people think.
I should grow up , I'm 18 right now , No longer Kiddo anymore !

2months since my last post.
Sorry Pals.
I'm so lazy recently.
Bullshit haa ? Definitely no !
Tuition from Monday to Thursday.
Weekends , will be the time for me to rest and chill with my friends.
These few days , too many things happened and I do not know how to handle .
Jeeees ~
Who's willing to lend me your hand ?
Friends and Lover ,
Both did share a quota in my hearts.
Am I doing a mistake that make put two into one ?
I love her , and I love my friends !
So hard for me !
='[

Six !

Form Six , another stage for me !
And it's different from the last 5years.
Some would say , Study F6 is just wasting your time .
Some would say , Study F6 is the giant step to Uni.
So how ?
But I couldn't care that much right now !
I had my hard time for making this decision !
I'm not an intelligent person but I got my own way.
For me , College and Form6 is just the same !
There's no shortcut in our life !
And , economy is so damn bad right now.
Instead of spending for college tuition fee ,
Why not make an investment for other stuff ?

Progress to. .

Might be going to Form 6 as the economy collapse !
I really got no idea dee !
Don't want to put a huge burden on my dad anymore !
Give it as a Try.
Hope that I can cope it !

SHOW YOUR F WORD !

I sick of it.
Thanks for Joo Huei.
She reminded me to post bout TOPSHOP AND TOPMAN !
Gosh.
It's like hell working at there.
It's suck to the max.
Have to wear their BRAND ONLY !
What the F !
We're just working as part timer.
Haven't got our salary then we have to purchase items from the shop ?
What the hell !
Instead of that !
The A* , Manager !
Really OMG !
I did intro customers bout our new items and also our promotion.
And some of them bought and some do not.
Do you like promoter keep on buggin' beside you while you're looking for stuffs that you wanna buy ?
Customers got MOUTH wan right ?
They will ask from you when they need to find something right ?
She insists me to PUSH PUSH PUSH !
As in what you know ?
Keep on buggin' beside CUSTOMERS !
DUHHHH ~
That's freaking me out !
That's why I made my own decision to study than working at that SHOP !
WOOSH !

Flee

I'm trying to escape !
I don't wanna be moody everyday !
Life without you is so dull !
Reminiscing all the memories !
DOWN !
I'm fret bout you okay.
Cause you're still fresh at there !
You might be lost or something !
You made me feel so bad !
Tired !

My Day

- I'm not having a good mood today !

- Feeling lost !

- I miss her !

向前邁進…

總覺得老天爺總愛開人玩笑 ，
好不容易才相處了兩年 ，
現在就要把我們分隔兩地…
不是禁不起考驗 ，
而是少了一個人在身邊 ，
總覺得生活上就是缺乏一樣東西…
擁有再好的東西都不會覺得那是最棒的 。
少了妳在身邊嘮叨 ，
我真的好懷念…
是不是每當遇到瓶頸 ，
人才會學習珍惜呢 ？
為什麼人就是那麼矛盾 ，
在還沒有失去之前都不會珍惜 ，
就要失去了 ，
才去想辦法彌補她想要的一切呢 ？
會不會來得太晚了…
我就這樣活生生地被寂寞給抽走了 ,
想也沒想過會有那麼一天 。
（嘆氣）
今天的目的只有一個 ，
只想在妳走之前 ，
送上那一丁點問候 ，然後默默離去…
但是卻不了了之 。
低聲呻吟 ，
心疼 ，
這一種痛就像某某狠狠地在妳傷口上灑鹽 ，
痛上加痛 ！
在妳關上門之後 ，上了車 ，
本以為我可以倔強地對自己說 ，‘ 沒事的 ，只不過去念書而已 。 ’
淚就那麼一滴一滴地往下掉…
踩快門 ，希望我可以儘早回到家 ，
甚知回家路是那麼地遙遠…
途中 ，我腦海裡出現的畫面都是妳我在一起的畫面 。
我不想每天通過那冷冰冰的手機和妳對話 ，
多麼地希望時間停留在我們在一起的那一刻 。
寫著寫著 ，時間過得好快 。
不寫了 ，明天還要工作呢 ！



　　　　　　　　 我想妳 ，我愛妳！

Take Time !

Someone is leaving to KL soon.
And being so selfish ,
I made your day so bad.
What I can do is ,
Adapt !
Sooner or later ,
Distance between you and me ,
is getting far apart.
I hope our relationship stay strong till the day ,
You said, 'I Do'
You should learn how to be independent from now onwards.
For your own good ,
And give yourself an opportunity to grow up !

I know I'm always being so NEGATIVE-thinking !
July , is my deadline.
I will make my last decision before July !
Since the release of SPM result ,
I avoid every topic about FUTURE !
Everyone is asking me what to study ,
My answer is I don't know.
Actually ,
I did make my own decision.
But I dare not to speech out.
Noone will help me out.
Only I myself can help myself now.
Be a man , do the right thing !
It's going to be a battle in my life.
Challenge me ! My soul !
I need the bravery to step out of my dark side !

Armageddon

Time flies. .
The One and Only SPM in my life .

Tomorrow ,
I'm going to school to get the PASS.
My future depends on it !
I dare not to talk bout my future at all !
It's hard for me to decide right now !

Study or not ,
It gonna depends on it thou.
So ,
What I'm going to do right now is PRAY ?
NOPE !
I should not PRAY !
I have to learn how to accept the fact that being lazy all the time.

LIVE IT UP !
yay !

MARCH !

Oh oh oh oh !
There will be a lot of people having their birthday party this month !
Hahaha !
One by one & It's continuos !

I need a job now !
I'm seriously broke now !

DS !

Crazy over Nintendo DS Lite ,
After playing Von's new DS !
Then thinking to cope my another gaming gadget .
Although I got my HOT RED PSP ,
Now , I'm seeking for a limited colourway of DS Lite !
I might be choosing RED again !
I'm sick of myself who always seek for LIMITED EDITION !
Hahaha !

And I found that New Nintendo DS-i is going to launch on 1st of November in Japan !
But ,
Nintendo announced that the DSi will arrive in the US on April 5 ,
which is my Birthday !
Mwahaha !
These make me confused .
Don't know when will be the official launch of DS-i !

Argh !
Nintendo DS Lite has a series of RACUN colour !
RED & Turquoise !



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-The DS-i looks similar to the current DS Lite and is a little thinner because it doesn't have a slot for GameBoy Advance cartridges. The device's two screens are slightly larger at 3.25-inches instead of 3-inches and two digital cameras have been added. The outer camera has a 3-megapixel resolution and pictures can be stored on an SD Card for transfer to the company's Wii or a computer.-



So ,
I think that I will not get my DS for now !
Wait for the latest DS-i and I'll cope it !

Jobless !

Recently ,
I'm Free Agent !
No job no income !
No pickup !

Have to save my money up !
Saving plan is on now.
But ,
Sneaker is always my second wife !
Hahaha
Love and care my kicks !
Like girls take care of their bags !

14th !

Ho ho ho !
V's Day is approaching !
Do you guys prepared for your valentine ?
I bet y'all already make up your mind.
Well ,
I had no idea !
Hahahaha =]

It's funny ,
When she asked me what I gonna give her for this coming V's Day and any Surprise for her.
Then I just said , "Surprise !"
Actually , I don't know what I should give her !
Hahahaha !

=P

Drizzling

Tempting tempting !
Hahaha !
It's what i desire for a long long time !
Muahahaha !
CNY CNY CNY !

Goodbye

After Jiun Yan left ,
Now my former classmate , Zheng Xue is leaving .
And they're in the same college thou.
Wish y'all all the best !

Friends are precious ,
The one who know what you need always ,
Even more important .
Misunderstanding makes things worse and there'll be a gap between each other.
So why not speech out ?
There is always a solution .

Work work work ,
Sorry to you Babe ,
I can only meet you once a week .
But I will try to get more time to accompany you as well .

So ,
What I've to do now is Earn some pocket money and get what I desire for years and months .
Wait for me !
I'm on my way .